Do u know how it feels to cry in front of someone, tell them how u really feel, tell them how serious the pain is and all they ever did was ignore u. Did nothing about it, say nothing about it. You cried the whole night, begging for their attention, but none was ever returned. Later, they will justify their silence because there is no point in what you're saying and they could not tolerate your stupidity.
But there is a point that he failed to see. And that is the right for every woman hurt to be consoled by the people they love when they see them in pain. The right to be heard even if there is no point in what she is saying. The right to be understood for the feelings she expressed. She will cry if you'll ignore her. She will bleed if you turn your back. How come he could not see that? Is the pain not loud enough for his mercy?
This is my sick-cycle carousel and my love of an incorrigible man who have been given all the love in the world but still refuse to return the favor. This has been going on and on and on and on and I'm sick of it. The pain is so repetitive I could no longer feel pain anymore. Perhaps he is right when he told me that I should be content with being his wife. Oh such arrogance! Just about the right time i will break my silence.
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